LYRICS

I wanna know her, I wanna know her name

I wanna hold her and in the summer rain

Maybe walkin' down the pier on a Saturday night

Hmm-mm, mm

Maybe she'll tell me, she'll tell me all her fears

Speakin' softly, confident and clear

She's so cool, she's so funny, spinnin' 'round in my mind

Hmm-mm, mm

I know she knows I'm unsure

'Cause I don't know who I am anymore, but

She could break my heart and she don't even try it

She can make me feel like I'm livin' a lie

How could I make it better?

How could I ever tell her?

When she sinks so low with that look in her eye

Makes me question who I am and how I'm livin' my life

How could I make it better?

How could I ever tell her?

I wanna take her, I wanna take her out

'Cause when we're dancin' she really makes me doubt

And maybe later it gets colder, she says, "Come back to mine"

Eh-eh, hey

I know she knows I'm unsure

'Cause I don't know who I am anymore, but

She could break my heart and she don't even try it

She could make me feel like I'm livin' a lie

How could I make it better?

How could I ever tell her?

When she sinks so low with that look in her eye

Makes me question who I am and how I'm livin' my life

How can I make it better?

How could I ever tell her?

Ah-ha, ah

Ah-ah, ha, ah

Ah-ha, ah

Ah, ah-ah, ah

Ah-ha, ah

Ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah, ah-ah

She could break my heart and she don't even try it

She could make me feel like I'm livin' a lie

How could I make it better?

Wish I had the nerve to tell her

When she sinks so low with that look in her eye

Makes me question who I am and how I'm livin' my life

How could I make it better?

How could I ever tell her? (ah-ha, ah)

makes me question

(Ah-ha, ah)

(Ah, ah-ah, ah)

(Ah-ha, ah)

(Ah-ah, ha, ah) makes me question

(Ah-ha, ah)

(Ah, ah-ah, ah)

Connection comes and goes

I'm going through a phase

With you and I alone

And baby, I can't see clear

I've come to terms with this

And now I should explain

I put my foot in it

There's a monster in my brain

I just thought you should know

Whenever I call you, whenever I hold you

I just need you to know how much you mean to me

Nothing compares to the love you have for me

When it seems, I'm in a Neverland

Monster brain in command

You say, "Can't stop the light, can't run from the fire

My dear"

And you'd never know how much

Your patience means to me

'Cause I'm so out of touch

Thank God you can read me

And I'm so scared

I might go down an unforgiving road

It's not a test I want you to take

But sometimes I can't control my words

That's why I need you to know

Whenever I call you, whenever I hold you

I just need you to know how much you mean to me

Nothing compares to the love you have for me

When it seems, I'm in a Neverland

Monster brain in command

You say, "Can't stop the light, can't run from the fire

My dear"

Oh, it's taking over

Oh, these words aren't sober

Monster brain, low and behold

Whenever I call you, whenever I hold you

I just need you to know how much you mean to me

Nothing compares to the love you have for me

When it seems, I'm in a Neverland

Monster brain in command

You say, "Can't stop the light, can't run from the fire"

When it seems I'm in Neverland

Monster brain in command

Can't stop the light, can't run from the fire

My dear

My dear

Call you, hold

Oh, nothing compares

Can't stop the light, can't run from the fire

(When it seems I'm in a Neverland) oh-oh

(In command)

Can't stop the light, can't run from the fire

My dear

I'm not trying to make this hard

I'm just trying to play my part

And bless my soul

If I can make it through this mess alone

I can't make this up

So rerun

Waking up

I call shot gun

Lay it up

For the rerun

Baby it's a rerun

If there's one thing that I know for certain

Live this life as though I've earned it

And I will grow and make mistakes

Honey you should know

I can't make this up

So rerun

Waking up

I call shot gun

Lay it up

For the rerun

Baby it's a rerun

And call back

On my line

I need to know that

You'll be fine

For the rerun

Baby it's a rerun

A wounded deer to you

Is all I'll ever be and that's the truth

Hear my cry

There's power in this pain

I'm building up the walls

And you're to blame

It's a crime

Ah Ooo

Living with the consequence

Ooo

I've been playing dead

I've got the evidence

I'm not looking for a reason

All I see is red

Everywhere I go it seems like

There's another threat

That I'm up against

I've got nowhere left to hide

I've got the evidence

CCTV caught you out

And you've got no defence

Everywhere I go it seems like

They're not listening

Fucking hypocrites

You've got nowhere left to hide

Flying when you shot me

Dragged me under

Magic carpet rider

Dreamer, lover

Now

Take your bow

Take your

Say my name again

Write it in that gold ink glitter pen

Take your time

And I pray you see it too

Now you feel the fear

He's watching you

You can't hide

Ah Ooo

Living with the consequence

Ooo

Sick of playing dead

I've got the evidence

I'm not looking for a reason

All I see is red

Everywhere I go it seems like

There's another threat

That I'm up against

I've got nowhere left to hide

I've got the evidence

CCTV caught you out

And you've got no defence

Everywhere I go it seems like

They're not listening

Fucking hypocrites

You've got nowhere left to hide

Was it in the way I walked

Or was it in the way talked

These endless thoughts

Are cutting me like knives

Now all you'll ever be is someone

Sad enough that sees that just

Because I am a woman

I am yours

Flying when you shot me

Dragged me under

Magic carpet rider

Dreamer, lover

Now

Take your bow

I've got the evidence

I'm not looking for a reason

All I see is red

Everywhere I go it seems like

There's another threat

That I'm up against

I've got nowhere left to hide

I've got the evidence

CCTV caught you out

And you've got no defence

Everywhere I go it seems like

They're not listening

Fucking hypocrites

You've got nowhere left to hide

La da da da da...

I wade in wars to hear you call

You've got some game if you are here at all

'Cause you can dance for me, darling

You can dance for me, darling

Is that alright?

And in the morning you will rise

Knock them off their feet and give them that big surprise

'Cause you can dance for me, darling

You can dance for me, darling

Is that alright?

Is that alright?

So stay awake, don't slip away

I promise there's still time

In this scary world, I'll be your girl

I'll hold you while you fight

So stay awake, don't slip away tonight

And don't you dare, don't you dare back out

You're so prepared to give 'em that, boom clap, wow

And you can dance for me, darling

You can dance for me, darling

Is that alright?

Is that alright?

So stay awake, don't slip away

I promise there's still time

In this scary world, I'll be your girl

I'll hold you while you fight

So stay awake, don't slip away tonight

Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da, da-da, da

Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da, da-da, da

Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da, da, da

Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da, da-da, da

Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da, da-da, da

Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da, da, da

So stay awake, don't slip away

I promise you'll be fine

In this scary world, I'll be your girl

I'll hold you while you fight, ah

Oh, stay awake, don't slip away this time

I'm gonna make a change, gonna start anew

Have to take a different view, I'm happy tonight

And in this world of war and self decay

I wish I could say I'm okay, I'm happy tonight

Cause I'm the one who shouldn't feel but you're makin' me

There's a mark that you left I need to make my peace

If I can't ever love myself I'm wasting memories and it's over

I'm so happy

But I can't breathe

I'm so happy

Like I should be

People love to judge and talk their shit

I'm not gonna have that when did I happy tonight

But how am I supposed to love myself?

When all I do is seek approval from someone else

It's such a stupid ugly truth

Mm mm mm

And I'm the one who shouldn't feel but you're making me

There's a mark that you left I need to make my peace

If I can't ever love myself I'm wasting memories, it's over

I'm so happy

But I can't breathe

And I'm so happy

Just like they told me

I wanna stand up, stand up and feel something real

All this fake business, it's bullshit

Never felt this numb, just wanna feel it, feel it

Give me some more of what you're really thinkin to

Settle the score

Just wanna feel it all

I'm so happy

But I can't breathe

I'm so happy

Like I should be

Oh I'm so happy yeah

Happy yeah

So happy

I'm happy

I'm happy

I'm so happy

(I'm the one who shouldn't feel but you're makin' me)

(There's a mark that you left I need to make my peace)

I'm so happy

(If I can't ever love myself I'm wasting memories, it's over)

I've been driving with my eyes closed head back

Lying in the wreckage of our love

Thought we made a pact

That our love would last forever

At least that's what you said to me

Got my tight jeans on and my hair back

Do you still think that I'm funny

When I dance like that?

Did my lips red like you like it

Do you still like it?

Oh I've been losing sleep

Writing another stupid song and

I've been dying and obsessing like

I did something wrong

I've been hating on you

And professing we are through but

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't

Thinking about you

I take all those stupid things

That I said back

You did nothing if I'm honest

To deserve that

You always said we'd last forever

Is that different to eternity?

Oh I've been losing sleep

Writing another stupid song and

I've been dying and obsessing like

I did something wrong

I've been hating on you

And professing we are through but

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't

Thinking about you

I've been losing sleep

Thinking of how things could've been and

Feeling paralysed

Contemplating our separate lives

Lying awake till the sunrise

I thought we found paradise

You said we'd last forever

Guess that makes you a liar

I would be lying, be lying if I said

I would be lying, be lying if I said

Oh I've been losing sleep

Writing another stupid song and

I've been dying and obsessing like

I did something wrong

I've been hating on you

And professing we are through but

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't

Thinking about you

Forget it, I know how you want it

A huh I'm not her

Don't wanna talk about it

I see it when you lie when you come back run back

Wondering why I didn't call back

Look me in the eye I know you

Don't wanna talk about it

Cause I love you babe and I want you to stay here

It's a two way road but it feels like we ride in a one way, one way

Ooo honey, take it down

I wanna wear the crown

You should see me now

Ooo honey I got needs too

Need you to please please please

Please my needs too

Address it

I know how I want it

Ah huh I'm a woman

I wanna talk about it

I see it when you lie when you come back run back

Wondering why I didn't call back

Look me in the eye I know you

Don't wanna talk about it

Cause I love you babe and I want you to stay here

It's a two way road but it feels like we ride in a one way, one way

Ooo honey, take it down

I wanna wear the crown

You should see me now

Ooo honey I got needs too

Need you to please please please

Please my needs too

Oh I got needs too

Oh I got needs too

Oh I got needs too

Oh I got needs too

Oh I got needs too

Oo honey I got needs too

Need you to please, please

Need you to please, please

Please me too

Ooo honey, take it downtown

I wanna wear the crown

You should see me now

Ooo honey I got needs too

Need you to please please please

Please my needs too

I've never known you

Don't pretend you ain't lonely

You know how to act cute

'Cause I'm not your one and only

You know what? This ain't cool

Making me feel insane

And now it's never gonna be

Never gonna be the same

Never gonna, never gonna be the same

(Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh)

My mama told me not to fear my enemies

Know that I'm stronger than I think I am

Take any longer it runs in my veins

I've got a voice and it's in command (ooh-ooh)

I'm my own woman (ooh-ooh)

I can feel it coming

It's never gonna be, never gonna be, never gonna be

Never gonna be the same

So this is what it feels like, uh

To stand up for your power

You ain't gotta act right

You've got the brains don't you cower

You've got potential

Breaking the rules of this game

And now it's never gonna be, never gonna be

Never gonna be the same

My mama told me not to fear my enemies

Know that I'm stronger than I think I am

Take any longer it runs in my veins

I've got a voice and it's in command (ooh-ooh)

I'm my own woman (ooh-ooh)

I can feel it coming

It's never gonna be, never gonna be, never gonna be

Never gonna be the same

In my heart I feel something I've felt before, I'm not quite sure

Insecurities and bravery, battling hard right through my scars

In my heart I feel something I've felt before, I'm not quite sure

Insecurities and bravery, battling hard right through my scars, oh

Never gonna, never gonna be the same

My mama told me not to fear my enemies

Know that I'm stronger than I think I am

Take any longer it runs in my veins

I've got a voice and it's in command (ooh-ooh)

I'm my own woman (ooh-ooh)

I can feel it coming

It's never gonna be, never gonna be, never gonna be

Never gonna be the same

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

Never gonna be the same

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

Never gonna be the same

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

Never gonna, never gonna be the same

I've got soul

From my mother

So I don't need your piece of mind

I've got pride

From my sisters

So just stay back

You know I'm good

Until I make my right move

I'm gonna step all over you

And I won't back down until the day it's done

I'm gonna make you work for me

You're gonna wish you worked for me

You'll be begging to work for me

Mmm, Mmm, Mmm

We've got words for people like you

And what's worse,

You've got nothing to prove

You can call me crazy

I know what they say

Better believe these words devil

What's your step tonight.

Cause when I make my right move

I'm gonna step all over you

Cause when I make my right move

I'm gonna step all over you

And I won't back,

And no I won't back,

And no I won't back down until the day it's done

I'm gonna make you work for me

You're gonna wish you worked for me

You'll be begging to work for me

Mmm, Mmm, Mmm

Mmm, Mmm, Mmm

Raise your hands now

Clap for me now

Clap for me now

Clap for me now

And I won't back down until the day it's done

I'm gonna make you work for me